Julie writes...
There are always people, perhaps you are one of them, who first saw Zentangle art and said, “I can’t do that.”
We always say that if you can write your name, you can create Zentangle art. The beauty of the Zentangle method, is that anyone can do it. I am always very quick to assure these people, with honest conviction, that everyone is an artist.
It occurred to me though that I was not practicing what I preach.
I happened to grow up in the same small Massachusetts town that ZHQ is located in. Right next door to be exact. One of the nice things (for the most part) of growing up in a small town is that everyone knows each other. These days, when I run into old teachers or parents of high school friends and they ask what I do for work, I tell them I work for Zentangle. If they are unsure about what Zentangle is, I will sometimes say I work for Maria Thomas, since in our small town, most people know who Maria is. Once I tell them who I work for, more often than not they respond with, “I didn’t know you were an artist!”
I always seem to laugh at this assumption and assure whoever I am talking to that Zentangle most certainly did not hire me for my artistic abilities. I began to wonder how could I truly believe that everyone IS an artist, while simultaneously laughing at the mere suggestion that I might be an artist?
If you had asked me at age 7 what I wanted to be when I grew up, I would have told you that I was going to be an artist (well, probably a princess who was also an artist). Like many kids, I colored, I drew, and I painted all day long. I never wondered whether or not I was good at what I was doing. I was simply creating. Like many kids, somewhere along the way I began to question my legitimacy as an artist and comparing my work in art class to the other students. All of a sudden, it occurred to me that I might not be “good” at art. So, I stopped creating. I found other things that I was better at and pursued those. I think many people can relate to this. As children, we are not plagued with the doubt and insecurity that we develop as we get older.
It is this same doubt and insecurity that makes me react the way I do when people ask if I am an artist. I know that most people asking are thinking of Maria’s calligraphy and botanical art. So, if I admit that I am an artist, they are going to assume I am of the same caliber and once again I am questioning my legitimacy as an artist.
It is true – Rick and Maria did not hire me for my artistic abilities, but that doesn’t make me any less of an artist. They also did not hire me for my baking abilities but that doesn’t mean I don’t bake a mean apple pie.
I decided I needed to be a little nicer to the artist inside of me. If I am going to encourage my students to embrace the artist in them, I needed to do the same. The Zentangle Method speaks to everyone, of all different artistic backgrounds, but I really think it offers a special gift to those of us who were previously “not an artist.” It is a secret passageway back to those childhood days when we colored and painted as if we were the next Picasso and no one was going to tell us otherwise. It is an opportunity to create something beautiful and to activate those parts of ourselves that we stifled so long ago.
The last time someone asked me about what I did for work, I talked about the Zentangle Method and when I could tell they were having trouble visualizing what I was talking about, I opened the Zentangle Mosaic app and showed them some of my work as an example. They looked at me and said, “Oh, you’re an artist!”
Mary Ellen Ziegler on
A dear friend introduced me to Zentangle back 2012 and I made my first “tangle” on the 12th February 2012. I have honestly, truthfully, completed a tangled tile every single day since then ‼️ I was a professional Calligrapher for thirty years and teaching it as well, which is an exact practice, as you strive to get every letter beautiful and with no mistakes, or you go back and do it again. I love Zentangle for my soul’s sake……. the theory of “ No Mistakes” saved my life. I cannot live without it now.❣️❣️
Sue Zanker on
Maria Thomas was helping me with technique during one of her classes. She said to me, “I don’t ever want to hear you say you are not an artist again.” We went on to talk about how Zentangle is very forgiving and other things as you can in a few moments. What a difference she made for me!
My novice artwork is lovely and over the last few years this artist has seen growth and more confidence and obtained more enjoyment from the process. Thank you Zentangle Team for welcoming all of us to the world of artists!
Betsey Youngs on
I tell people all the time that I never would have called myself an artist (even though I have written poetry and music for years), but Zentangle® makes me feel like one! Go, You!!!!!
Julie Gvillo on
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing coming from my own mouth! Zentangle makes us acknowledge ourselves! This was a great blog entry, Julie!
Katrina Thiebaut CZT on
Julie, Thank you for your story! Mine is very similar. ( wink) Now, thanks to the Zentangle method, when I show my Zentangles to others and they say, “Oh, you’re an artist!”, I reply “Yes, yes I am!”
Love, your mom
Judi Broderick on
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Mary D'Angelo, CZT on
1. As you said, we are all artists.
2. We all start where we start, and grow from there. No one is the same as any other, still, an artist.
Lisa on
Roberta Strickland, CZT #32, PNAA (Previously Not An Artist) on
I didn’t know you were an artist everyone says when they see my Zentangle art and origami models or a combo of the two. “I’m not” is my standard reply, “I’m creative”. I’ve come to the conclusion that just because I can’t draw freehand or paint artistic scenarios, doesn’t make me any less artistic. I’ve started to refer to what I do as creative art.
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Barbara Horton on
Julie thank you for sharing your beautiful story. You are so talented. I am sure many people can relate to your story. I love your Zentangles and am always in ‘wuuauw’ for your creative talents 💖 I notice that I myself always look at peoples faces when they say: That tile is so amazing. Like I am looking to see whether they are serious or making fun of me. It is a human thing to compare ourself with others but that is not really helpful. During summer I looked a bit too much to everybody else work on social media and I (my ego) decided that my tiles were not worth seeing. So I stopped tangling. I got stuck for weeks and got really sad during that process realising that in my heart I did not care about the result and missed the practice. And then one morning I looked at a KTT video and hear Maria saying: “don’t forget that I have been practicing nearly all my life ever since I was a little girl in my mum’s store…” So I picked up a tile and forgave myself for being so hard to the little artist in me. Ever since I am a lot nicer to myself. A new lesson learned. We all are artists indeed and we do what we can. 🌺
Karin CZT Belgium on
This silent life sentence created a bigger block during my Engineering college when I felt envy to my fellow ‘artistic’ students who were in lime light during college functions as they were in demand for creating banners and posters for the events. That too passed, and one moved on. Out of the university, into a job, jobs, marriage, climbed the echelons, and years later suddenly you start seeing much bigger shadows of the original innocent little life sentence slapped by your drawing(art)teacher. Now it has grown to cause doubts about your creativity. You suddenly feel you are not creative enough to tackle the problems at work, and home front. All because I could not draw, a few decades ago, and I had accepted the sentence.
After 50 years of serving that sentence, I got my freedom from the sentence at the age of 62 when I attended the CZT09 seminar in August 2012. And now I can draw, I do draw and I am known as a Zentangle Artist! I can also sing now, and can do many other things I thought I could not while serving the sentence!
Thank you Rick and Maria.
Dilip Patel on
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Quwatha Valentine on
Loved this blog post! I recently told someone I was an art teacher which actually surprised me! The Zentangle Method makes it easy for anyone to be an artist and recognize that in themselves!
Shelley Bell (CZT 32) on
Like all CZT’s who were in Ireland this weekend. Everytime we saw new things in Zt and were happy being friends through Zt. All beautiful works, all artists 😁
Arja on
bakayaro onna (Debbie) on
Oh Julie, what a beautiful reminder that we need to be kinder to ourselves!
Tharina Etsebeth on